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Random Resources

In this section of resources I’ve created and compiled since January 2025, when I begrudgingly enrolled in the 12 step circus also known as recovery. Tragically, this is my dysfunctional way of hysterically rescuing the betrayer (my new arm’s length version of hysterical bonding) so I don’t have to sit in the unbearable ache of my own hurt, rage, and carried shame. Trauma response? Coping strategy? Call it what you want. I call it how I process my resentments…spoiler alert: I’m a fucking queen at it.

I can’t wait for the day when I’m the one getting rescued by someone like me. Or maybe - wait for it - I’ll finally use this dysfunctional skill set on myself instead of bleeding it out to emotional vampires. Either way, here’s the chaotic fruit of my full-time, unpaid, trauma-fueled emotional labor. Take what you need, leave the rest, and feel free to stay silent at the parts that hit too close to home or feels triggering. Namaste bitches.